I'm not dead

YAY.

brb.

Dean x

Life

Ciao for now
Dean x

cutcutcut

I love cutting hair, wheter I am sober or not.
It's always fun having control of someones head, well the outside of it anyhow.

I've been struggling to organize things recently, new laptops are so stressful.
Suggest some new blogs to follow and stuff.

Dean x

On Hiatus

My apartment was robbed, I feel raped. It's disgusting.

When I buy a laptop I'll be back, but I'm taking this time to enjoy the simple things in life, like writing letters, I won't send them but it's nice to do.

Dean x

This is a lonely place, this was a home of mine.

I went outside yesterday to get food, and seriously, every single thing scared the shit out of me, I was so paranoid and also a bit frightened by birds.
I'm getting a little too used to not leaving my apartment. Not good.

Other than that a few photos of mine have been used in a couple of different photography collectives this week:
RITUALS
Play Mountain

That's fun right.

Anyways I'm going to go tidy up a bit.



Dean x

IF YOU WERE GAY YOU WOULDN'T WANT YOUR WIFE TO SUCK YOUR DICK

So basically, I have contracted swine flu, which explains my not feeling well the other day.
It's not the nicest thing ever, but I'll live obviously.
If this post is completely messed up, excuse me, I am delirious.


What I want to talk about is travellers in Ireland.
They get quite a bad rep, I also had a run in with one the other day,
I'm pretty sure they were even from my hometown, which was strange, I saw them coming, three guys, all in black and white, farmer caps and perfectly slicked back hair, with square toed shoes. However unintelligient and barbaric they are, they do dress quite well.
Anyways here they strut up, walk by me and the kid goes "Ah Da look at the feens(guys) pants", the dad responds with "Ah the queery bastard". I actually wet myself laughing, I thought it was the most hilarious thing ever. Then they were walking down the road and the father pushes the eldest son(or relative w/e) into two fat girls and then starts screaming at her to get out of his way and shit. It shouldn't make me laugh, but it did.
It's not acceptable, but, I find their disregard for everything and anyone hilarious.
The one thing I admire about them is the pride they take in the way they dress.



Dean x
P.S. Seriously delirious excuse the mistakes, and the title has nothing to do with travellers.

Today I feel like the ghost of me

Blood missing, bones missing, breath missing.
Don't ask me why, it will pass.
The only thing that's calming my nerves right now is Perfume Genius.







His music and videos are beautiful and I kind of feel a little better now, I get paid tomorrow.
I'm going to buy a boat and a hot air balloon, boat and float around the sky and the sea, there will be no land impossible to reach for me.

I need to do something to satisfy.
Dean x

Black and white again

Hedi

Thanks for being one hundred

Bruce Conner

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Also I love this photo James took of me a few weeks ago.